“I understand pain”

“I hate when the folks that I love & care for and who love & care for me suffer. I like to take away their pain & suffering and make it my own just because I understand pain & suffering a lot more than than they do.

“Yet at the end of the day I know that just me doing a lot of wishful thinking and me showing my caring & protective side of myself moreso than anything else, you feel me? So even though she said that she’s doing fine & her cancer us curable. I’m thinking out loud how the death of her husband if it comes to that will effect (sic) her mental mindset. I love her a lot & hate to see her stressed out. Yet I know that she’s a very strong spirited woman so I hope that strength will come in hand for her when she will need it the most."